aint addicted to that smell any more

I think im like addicted to some kinda drug, when i dont have it im dying to get it and when i get it im in control and everything feels good...and if i saw the drug dealer, id be hesitant to buy some and afterall id be like damn should have bought more....geez i should start to get some reading done..(im only saying this haha...me got nothing to do with drugs or any drug dealer )